The Stanton Curve

10/12/11


Catch back UNSTOPPABLE on star movies recently, makes me love their soundtracks again =~=

Have a peaceful times and some hard times for the past two months ==

Looking for a job but er.. not the right time I think.

Got a new car, a new house to moving in, recently been shops for furnitures, got to put a loveliest design in my new bedroom XD

Looking forward into creating another collection, but lacking inspirations. =.=


Got my baby back to black again XD

And oh yeah, I had a glimpse of the lunar eclipse tonight@~@

The Story You Didn't Know

This is the anime I recently finished, Bakemonogatari (aka. Ghost Story), really impress me, I will give 9 out of ten for it. =)

The Wealth Of Nations

OPEN DEAL

C-The Money Of Soul And Possibility Control
Episode: 11
Genre: Action, Science Fiction

PLOT (No Spoilers ahead XD)
Kimimaro Yoga, an ordinary young boy, who lost his parents at his young age, study economics subject at Heisei Economy Highschool in Japan. While struggling through his studies and maim for much decent future, he was intentionally invited to a illusion realm that rest aside us, the Financial District, a place which actually controls the wealth of a nation. With his future took as a collateral, he became an entrepreneur of the District and been provided a large sum of money that he needs to use it to deal with other entrepreneurs to maintain the balance of the wealth of the country and also for self profit gain. A deal, in their own ways, portrayed as a ferocious battle between the entrepreneurs themself and their very own asset.

Story 8.5/10
The shortest anime I've ever seen, consist only 11 episode, sounded a bit too short and packed yeah? Yes it is, the fights, dialogs, sentimental thoughts are quite in a fast pace, but what made me surprise is the entire plot has been very well explained. The technique of the story telling they used can easily grab your attention with their comfort, understandable plot explanations.

Character 9/10
I personally quite like each characters of C, nothing much and less, all in a well balance settings. Of course those attracted me the most is the ASSET of the entrepreneurs, which portray as a monster, an animal or even a human look-a-like.

Music 9/10
The reason that I ranked this anime as for my top ten, is because it consists so much great background musics. >~<'' (not to mention that most musics with vocal are in English)
The musics that they used in each scene are very well succeed in bringing such high tension mood when they fight, such low pitch lullaby in the character's emotional scenery. Personally I would introduce three of the bgm. (Bondage Head,High Heel Shoes in Pink, The Wealth Of Nations)

Overall: 9/10
C is the anime that I really enjoying so far beside other great titles(Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu season 2, Blade, Ikoku Meiro No Croisee...) in this year cuz of the genre, are very unique for me, which I never seen such idea that used in this story before, at least, not in animations.
Too bad the entire series done with only 11 episode=.= I would demand a 2nd season for C, The Money Of Soul And Possibility Control. Can you control it? XD

August in 2011

My August was packed with thrill, stress, excitement, and fun. What to say? I finally get my final project done, and although the outcome of my designs wasn't exactly reaching my expectations, but still, I can improve much more in my future designs.

Here's my virgin's (first time) designs of wedding gown shown on the stage at my graduation show.

Hotpink hurt eyes >~<

I'm hereby wish all my coursemate have a bright future ahead, we split up from here, but our relationship never breaks=)


such a great long time that I didn't post up my pet society's design, here's the latest of my pet house's entranceXD There's two interactive playthings here, the sweetheart swing seat, and the pet mech suit XD

Currently I'm enjoying my holiday at hometown, here's my routine, eat sleep and eat XD and my additional activities, travel to Pulau Penang for fishing and food trip, is raining all over the place recently, but it can't stop my rod! XD

Pinky Pinky

22th July



Yay, Himeji Mizuki just arrived at my doorstep today=~=
One more to goXD

Angel Beats! -My Most Precious Treasure-

12/7/11

Angel Beats! エンジェルビーツ!

Beautiful, and yet, sad.

Recently I've finished this anime, honestly, I feel the impact.

OVERALL　REVIEW:
Angel Beats! plot takes place on the Afterlife, which happen to be a high school, a school that filled with regrets, Otonashi, a boy who lost his memories on how he died, get wandered in this school and met a girl, Yuri, whom lead they so called Afterlife Battlefront, persuaded him to joined the team to fight against the God. They targeted this girl, Kanade, whom positioning the School Council President, which is they believed that she is the messenger of God, they called her the Angel.
The afterlife battlefront, gets frustrated on how their life could be so tragic and unfair before they died, pursuing the exact revenge on the God, while Kanade, aka the Angel, was actually having good intention that she wanted all the human soul whom wandered in should have found their own peace and fulfill their dreams in order to dissapear, to pass on to the next but the other side thinks she wants them to obliterated for no reason, and new life. Countless of battles occurred between two side, blood has been shed for what's right and wrong.

Plot: 8/10
I'm not considering as a experienced anime fans but I seen lots of great work. I'm more onto comedy and romance genre. Angel Beats! did surprised me in many ways, when I approached the first episode, I'm not expecting anything, but it did, it did surprised me on the following episode. Speaking of the plot, hmmm, if you weren't having much imagination, is not easy for you to understand the plot settings, as they aren't really explaining much about the school, and the afterlife world. Probably other reviewers are right, Jun Maeda script weren't supposed to be packed in only 13 episodes, is too short, and is too rush, that's the thing I disappoint the most.



Sentimental: 10/10
Jun Maeda's previous works are famous for his sentimental and emotional storytelling, but I've never seen one of his works before thou... But he did give such a new fans of him, me, a great emotional impact, I literally feel so bad, while looking the characters tragic past's stories. Feeling bad when they struggled on their hard life, feeling sad and relieved when they finally found peace and 'Disappear'. Feel so bad about everything that Maeda's present to my eyes.
First time ever there's such an anime that could makes me shed so many of my tears, (Not to mention, only great romance like the Notebook, can only made me cried) Angel Beats! tears jerker meter bars, ten out of ten, FTW.

Characters: 7/10
As I mentioned above, the episodes is too short and yet Angel Beats! have tons of interesting characters that cannot get their story goes fully explained besides the main characters. Such a waste, characters like TK, the guy who speak groovy english in some weird accent, Noda, a violent freak who always carry a big axe that have a crush on Yuri, their leader, and many more. 13 episode is not enough, characters setting are not be able to built up perfectly and not explaining well, geez...

Musics: 10/10
I love both of the opening theme and the ending them, its suits the anime very well, and is pleased to listen, definitely will struck on your mind for long period. Ichiban No Takaramono (My Most Precious Treasure) served the ending song of the episode 10 and 13, which is the most emotionally episodes in Angel Beats!, is perfectly attach and craft into the saddest scene in Angel Beats!. The soundtrack that runs on throughout the anime are pleased to me as well. Well, what can I say? Japanese musicians are always provides great songs.=)

Overall: 8/10

Best Friends

H.O.T.D OVA ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

Best Friends

chiisana kodomo no koro kara
zutto issho ni ita ki ga suru yo
kangaesugichau kuse datte
itsumo uketometekurete "arigatou"

Do you think? Do you feel?
This moment's more than that sweet
waraiaeru kono shunkan ga
otona ni natte mo juunen tatte mo
itsu made mo tsuzuku to ii ne

I wanna be your side
I wanna see your smile
You make me cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
donna toki datte donna watashi datte
wakattekureru best friends

I'll take you high
I wanna take you fly
Gonna make you cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
samishiku nattara itsu demo yobidashite
sono massugu na eyes dakishimeru yo

hin'yari to shita harukaze ga
fui ni setsunasa o hakondekuru
ato dore kurai kono mama de
tawainai jikan sugoseru no ka na?

To keep us "we," keep it real
Time's flying faster than it seems
futsuu ni natteta nichijou ga
shizuka ni satte mo sakura chitte mo
kagayaki iroasenai yo

I wanna be your side
I wanna see your smile
You make me cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
anata ga ita kara ima no watashi ga iru
kakegae no nai precious time

I'll let you cry
I wanna get you right
Gonna make you cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
hitori ja nai kara itsumo omoidashite
tsutsumikomu you ni arms hirogeteru yo

Why wanna be your side?
Why wanna see your smile?
You make me cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
aenaku natte mo itsumo anata no koto
mimamotteru yo best friends

I'll take you high
I wanna take you fly
Gonna make you cheer up, lift up, keep up
When always got felt down
samishiku nattara itsu demo yobidashite
sono massugu na eyes daisuki da yo

I wanna be your side
I wanna see your smile
I'll take you high
I wanna take you fly

I wanna be your side
I wanna see your smile
I'll let you cry
I wanna get you right

You're my best friends

Credit: Kurosaki Maon - Best Friends KINGRPG.net
http://www.kingrpg.net

Red and Pink

31th March 2011

Check this out, this super cute pokemon from Black and White version, I ordered it at ebay, and she's bumped into my room in the Wednesday morning while I'm still dreamingXD, obviously enough she the one made my Wednesday sweet XD

I just found out that I can't really afford to meet an unexpected turns in my life, it just made me losing my direction... if things weren't go according to my plans...

I've finished my semester today, the final project is going to start soon, I have a bad neither good feeling about it, think that all I can do is just do my best =)

the Unova

13th March

I'm currently addicted into Pokemon Black version, the entire new system is just too much impressive =) The city which is inspired by Manhattan, the Castelia city running in an entire 3D map scale, which never before seen in previous version of pokemon games is the one surprise me the mostXD

Assignment drives me madXD and I caught up in flu and cold recently >~< such a miserable day for resting on the bed tho=,=

Tangled

1/3/2010

I've missed a lot of good movies recently, there's been over two months I never went to cinema >~< and I regretted it, cause Tangled, which is the one of the movie I watched few days ago, that I should have watch in cinema, its just the best of the disney movie I've ever seen!XD

Rapunzel is certainly the princess among most fairytale that I like the most >~< She have something that not just a typical princess have, she's curious about the world outside, and yet she loves her mother, which is the main villian who locked her up for selfish purposes, she's brave, not just adorable, and independent, not just lovely.=)

Flynn Rider, one of the most handsome thief I've ever date >~< haha 'they just couldn't get my nose right!' XD

Max, the palace horse, one who can actually steal the entire shows, he's lead the epic scene that make me laugh out loud XD

Overall the plot of the story is wonderful, well plot and best ending settings. I listed Tangled as one of my most favorite movies in 2010, after the Unstoppable >~<

The Day When You And The Sun Dies

H.O.T.D EP01 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'君と太陽が死んだ日' (Kimi To Taiyo Ga Shinda Hi)

終わらない世界の中で
咲き乱れた最期の言葉よ
Sneer at the despair
もう振り返らない
声を枯らして叫べ

当り前の日常が爆(は)ぜる
君と太陽が 死んだ日

望まない ノイズの渦に
人知れずに 飲み込まれていく
忘れないで 私の声を
また出会うその日まで

奪った手の痛みは
絶え間なく重なってく
砕けたガラス
逃げる真実
流れた黒い泪

舞い散る季節よ
絶望へ導け

はじまった この運命(カルマ)にも
必ずきっと 意味がある だから
Decide, and get my way
そう 君らしくあれ
迷い撃ち抜き進め

さよなら もう行くよ
終わりの始まりへ
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Owaranai sekai no naka de
Sakimidareta saigo no kotoba yo
Sneer at the despair
Mou furikaeranai
Koe wo karashite sakebe

Atarimae no nichijou ga hazeru
Kimi no taiyou ga shinda hi

Nozomanai noisu(noise) no uzu ni
Hitoshirezu ni nomikomarete iku
Wasurenaide watashi no koe wo
Mata deau sono hi made

Ubatta te no itami ha
Taemanaku kasanatteku
Kudaketa garasu
Nigeru shinjitsu
Nagareta kuroi namida

Maichiru kisetsu yo
Zetsubou he michibike

Hajimatta kono karuma ni mo
Kanarazu kitto imi ga aru dakara
Decide, and get my way sou kimi rashiku are
Mayoi uchinuki susume

Sayonara mou iku yo
Owari no hajimari he

Color Me Dark

H.O.T.D EP02 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Color Me Dark'

Aka ni nureru hoho no mukishitsu ga kanjou ga kuruwaseru
Boku no furueta yubi no kioku wo hayaku tokashitai
[Sukuitai] kimi no te ni ochiru awarena hanabira ni mo
Futto itsuka no yume no sadame wo

Aa… kasanete shimau

Fukai yami ni karada wo uzumete ima ha subete wo wasuretai
Yasashii koe ni kokoro wo yudanete yami wo matsukara
Saraba tomo yo kimi ha kaeranai dakedo towa ni wakai mama de
Dakara zutto boku no soba ni ite zutto mimamotte ite
Fukai yami ni karada wo uzumete ima ha subete wo wasureyou
Hageshii koe ga kokoro wo iyashite yami wo tatsukara
Hikari no naka dakarete nemuru tenshi no youna yokogao ni
Kodoku wo shitta bokutachi ha tada sugari takatta dake nano kana

Mou modoranai buruu(blue) no firumu(film)
Hontou ni saigo [arigatou]

Return To Destiny

H.O.T.D EP03 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Return To Destiny'

Kurokosomaru sora no shita kage ni obie, nokosareta
Akaku moeru, chi no iro ga nijinda mama, tokete yuku

Mou ichido, mayowazu ano koro no bokura ni todoreru hazu mo nai
Return to Destiny

Ai suru koto wo mitsukete inori wo komete
Dareka no tame ni tatakau sube wo shitta
Sore demo, kimi wo nakusu toshitara boku ha
Kono inochi wo sasagete demo, kimi no soba ni iru yo

Kaze ga yureru, mado no soto yami ni kakure, yorisotte
Tsuki no shizuku, namida tonari oto wo tatezu, nurashiteru

Mou ichido, kimi to ita ano yoru no omoide wo egakeru hazu mo nai
Return to Destiny

Ikiru tame ni ha kyouki wo kanki ni kaete
Kanashimi wasurete yowasa ha dokoka itta

Tatoe sekai ni somuku toshitemo boku ha
Tada nukumori wo kanjitai kara, kimi wo hanasanai yo

Ima, kaerareta toshite wakiagaru jyounen wo koroseru wake mo nai
Return to Destiny

ai suru koto wo mitsukete inori wo komete
dareka no tame ni tatakau sube wo shitta
soredemo, kimi wo nakusu toshitara, boku ha
kono inochi wo sasagete demo, kimi no soba ni iru yo

Cold Bullet Blues

H.O.T.D EP04 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Cold Bullet Blues'

"Mou yami ga owaru" to kuraku yodomu kimi no me ga tsubuyaku
Tada kuzureta sekai ashita e no ikiba sura nakushite
Dakedo mamorubeki hito koe ga michibiku namida wo mou minai to kimeta toki
Kokoro no kase kowashite

Ima kogoeru kokoro wo honoo de tokashi jyuuwa wo nigirishimeru
Ima furueru yubi wo jyuutsume no kuro ni tsuyoku ategau
Kono inochi wo tada kyouki no tama ni kaete

Aa kono te ga mo ida inochi no imi tsuki no kage sasayaku
Kono kegareta ude wo tsukau imi wo ima mo nao toikake

Sore ga ureu hitomi no tate ni naru tame kowaku nai to uso wo katameta toki
Yami no michi kirisaku

Ima utsumuku kimi to ikisaki no mienai meiro samayotte
Ima kowareta uta wo yoru no ASUFARUTO ni nokoshite
Kono yuganda michi satsui no tsumi wo koete

Aa kono nukumori ga ushinawareru sono hi ni obiete
Tada todokanu sakebigoe imademo mada agaiteiru

Ima kogoeru kokoro wo honoo de tokashi jyuuwa wo nigirishimeru
Ima furueru yubi wo jyuutsume no kuro ni tsuyoku ategau
Kono inochi wo tada kyouki no tama ni kaete

Memories Of Days Gone By

H.O.T.D EP05 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Memories Of Days Gone By'

hadasamui yozora ni ha kimi ga omoi ukabu
shizukana konna hi ni ha kimi ni aitakunaru
kurayami mo surinukete tondeikeru
(I can fly for you)
donna hi mo kimi no koto mamoritai kara…
(I want you baby…)

hashiridashita supiido(speed) de toozakatteku hibi
tsunaida te no nukumori mo osanai koro ni omoide banashi
time goes by
kimi ha mou wasurete shimatte iru darou yubikiri kawashita yakusoku sae mo
dakedo mada mune no oku nokosareta kimochi ga itsumade mo
keshisarenai mama

hadasamui yozora ni ha kimi ga omoi ukabu
shizukana konna hi ni ha kimi ni aitakunaru
kurayami mo surinukete tondeikeru

tonde ikeru
(I can fly for you)
ano koro to kawaranai boku no mama de…
(I want you baby…)

itsumo doori no kaerimichi guuzen mikaketa kimi ha
tonari no dareka ni zutto hohoemi kakeru shiawase sou

say goodbye kantan ni sayonaratte ietara
nayandari suru koto mo nai keredo
but I think you. I love so.
gomakasenai yappari kimi jyanakucha dame nanda

hitori de sugosu yoru ha kimi no koe kikitai
sabishisa tsunoru hodo ni nukumori kanjitai
mou ichido masshiro na ano hi no youni
(feeling loneliness)
kasaneta te hanasazu ni dakishimetai yo
(I need you baby…)

sunao ni narakucha kotoba ga denai
konna kimochi hajimete.. dakedo
I missin’ you
kowakunai tsuyoku naru kara
I missin’ you
mamoritai kimi no subete wo

hadasamui yozora ni ha kimi ga omoi ukabu
shizukana konna hi ni ha kimi wo dakishimetai

hontou no kimochi saa tsugetemiyou
(I can fly for you)
ima datte kimi no koto aishiterutte…
(I want you baby…)

Under The Honey Shine

H.O.T.D EP06 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Under The Honey Shine'
Vocals: Kurosaki Maon
Lyrics: akane
Composition: Kosaki Satoru
Arrangement: Kosaki Satoru

In the corner of the room without anyone, as if licking each other’s wounds, we kissed
We held the same pain, and frail, we just watched the moonlight

When I blurt out nothing but things I don’t mean, I regret it
Yet you always forgive me for being clumsy

How can it, how can it be told?
I want to send, I want to send you my feelings
I love you, I love you, because it can’t be expressed
In words anymore, now…

In the corner of the room without anyone, as if licking each other’s wounds, we kissed
Melting in the heat when we touch each other, if only time would be stopped like this forever

In the cold wasteland, if you’ll confront them again
Then I want you to forget about tomorrow and watch me for now

Hug me, hug me, to the point that it hurts
I want to tell you, I want to tell you words of love
Accept, accept all of me

I’ll give you everything, so…

Even if my hands are soiled, I won’t ever let you go again
Just for you, even if a sad song
Tries to tear us apart…

The teardrops that fell onto my fingertips take the form of how I feel; I want to go live with you
As we draw close together, melting in the joined heat
Oh Moon, watch us forevermore
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Dare mo inai heya no katasumi de o-tagai no kizu nameau you ni kisushita
Onaji itami kakaekonda kayowai bokura o tsukiakari dake mite ita

Kokoro ni nai koto bakari kuchibashitte koukaishite
Bukiyou na watashi o itsumo kimi wa yurushite kureru ne

Doushitara doushitara tsutawaru no?
Todoketai todoketai kono kimochi
Aishiteru aishiteru kotoba ja mou
Arawaserarenai kara ima…

Dare mo inai heya no katasumi de o-tagai no kizu nameau you ni kisushita
Fureatta ondo de tokete zutto kono mama toki ga tomareba ii no ni

Arehateta tsumetai chi ni mata kimi wa tachimukau no nara
Ashita no koto wasurete ima wa watashi o mite ite hoshii

Dakishimete dakishimete kurushii hodo
Tsutaetai tsutaetai ai no kotoba
Uketomete uketomete watashi-goto

Zenbu kimi ni ageru dakara…

Tatoe kono te ga kegarete mo nido to hanasanai
Kimi dake wa kanashii uta ga bokura o
Hikisakou to shite mo…

Yubisaki ni ochita shizuku ga omoi no katachi kimi to ikite ikitai
Kasaneau ondo de tokete yorisou bokura o
Tsuki yo itsu made mo mite ite

Fuss Fuzz

H.O.T.D EP07 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'Fuss Fuzz'
Vocals: Kurosaki Maon
Lyrics: Yoneyama Gangu
Composition: a2c
Arrangement: MintJam

On top of the bed, with my legs folded
What am I doing, staring at the smudges on the ceiling?
Dawn breaks, yet the scenery isn’t any better
The morning is always blindingly bright to my eyes and cruel

A fuss keeps bellowing in my head
Even the back of my teeth is in dull pain
A fuzz is resounding inside of my chest
Urging me on all together-
Hey, shut up for a moment!

A sweet numbness circulates from my neck through my body
While I still can’t escape from here
I’ll loosen the chain and slip out from here
It’ll start changing, so I’ve got to go already

Fish swim on the wall, rolling from side to side
Somehow it seems like they’re still somewhat half-asleep
Let me think about it just a little more, please
I want time to sort out my unorganized mind

Promises are ineffective tablet drugs
They’re sweet and cheap whitewash
The magnetic field starts to go wild like love
A repeat of the same tomorrow-
I’m already sick of stuff like that!

Faint and twisted memories shoot me through my entire head
If I honestly can’t be around
Then I’ll just pull the trigger; the pain is temporary
I’m sure the stagnant scenery will clear up

A joke that pats me, a hug of comfort-
Both are nothing but lies, so cut it out!

Faint and twisted memories shoot me through my entire head
If I honestly can’t be around
Then I’ll just pull the trigger; the pain is temporary
So is the distorted world

A sweet numbness still circulates from my neck through my body
While I still can’t escape from here
I’ll loosen the chain and slip out from here
It’ll start changing, so I’ve got to go already
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Beddo no ue hiza o tatande tenjou no
Kusumi o nagamete nani shiterun daro
Yoru ga akete kawaribaeshinai keshiki
Asa wa itsu datte me ni mabushikute zankoku da

Atama de ganaritsuzuketeru fuss
Okuba mo shikushiku itai
Mune no naka narihibiiteru fuzz
Atsumatte atashi o sekasu
Nee sukoshi damattete!

Amai shibire ga kubi kara karada o meguru
Koko kara nigedasenai mama
Sono kusari o hodoite koko kara nukedasu wa
Kawarihajimeru no mou ikanakucha

Yurayura to kabe o oyogu sakana-tachi
Douyara mada sukoshi neboketeru mitai
Mou chotto dake kangaesasete onegai
Matomaranai nou o seirisuru jikan ga hoshii no

Yakusoku nante kikime no nai tabu
Amakute yasui kireigoto
Koi mitai ni jiba ga kuruidasu
Onaji ashita no kurikaeshi
Mou sonna no unzari!

Awaku nejireta kioku atama-goto inuku
Matomo de irarenai no nara
trigger o hiku dake yo itami wa isshun
Yodonda keshiki mo kitto hareru wa

Naderu tawagoto kiyasume no hug
Dore mo uso bakari ii kagen ni shite!

Awaku nejireta kioku atama-goto inuku
Matomo de irarenai no nara
trigger o hiku dake yo itami wa isshun
Yuganda sekai mo

Mada amai shibire ga kubi kara karada o meguru
Koko kara nigedasenai mama
Sono kusari o hodoite koko kara nukedasu wa
Kawarihajimeru no mou ikanakucha

The Place Of Hope

H.O.T.D EP08 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'The Place Of Hope'

I don't know why we're afraid of it
Never ever feel it as today
I don't know what you pray for when you're alone
I don't know where we'll go tomorrow
Never ever lose the way for you
I'll know the reason of that we are still here

Take me high
Floating like a kite
Gently make me free
Holding a thousand dreams

Nagareru kumo ha ne? doko he iku no ?
What do you want?
What do you see? mirai ha
Itsu no hi ka subete o no mi konde shimau kedo
Demo kamawa nai cause I will be there with you

I don't know why I miss the moon
Never ever felt as tonight
You don't have to be so nice
Just smile again
I don't know why I think of you
Never ever felt as today
You don't have to be so nice
Just be beside of me

Take you high
Floating like a bird
Gently make you free
Holding a thousand dreams

Kono mama bokura ha ne? doko he iku n darou
What do you want?
What do you hear? mirai ha
Itsu no hi ka subete o no mi konde shimau kara
Owari no hi mo
Oh, I will be there with you

Aoi sora ga umi he ochiru kotoba ha iroasete ku
Akai tsuki ga hohoemi kakeru yubisaki ni afureru ai o

Nagareru kumo ha ne? doko he iku no ?
What do you want?
What do you see? mirai ha
Sonomama taiyou sae no mi konde shimau kedo
Demo kamawa nai cause we will be there again

I'm always be with you

Sky Jewel

H.O.T.D EP09 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'宝石のスパイ' (Houseki No Spy)

Shinobi komou yo yo no sangoshou
Angou wo toki KII wo kowasou

Tojikomerareta DAIYA
Tasukeniki takara

KIRARI yurari HIKARI tomoshi KIRA meiteiru no wa
Hisoyakani nusumareta TOREJAA no HEART
KIRARI yurari HIKARI tobashi machi kogareteiru
Junjou ni towarareta ANGEL no EYES

Kakikaerareta chizuu wo yomitori
RUBII no namida ai he taguru yo

PAZURU no WANA wa AMEJISUTO
Toite miseru kara

KIRARI yurari HIKARI chirashi yobi tsuzuketeite
Yakusoku wo hatasu kara TOREJAA no LOVE
KIRARI yurari HIKARI yurashi matataiteru no wa
Kanashimini kakowareta ANGEL no EYES

KIRARI yurari HIKARI chirashi yobi tsuzuketa nara
Yakusoku wo hatasu kara TOREJAA no LOVE
KIRARI yurari HIKARI yurashi matataiteru no wa
Kanashimini kakowareta ANGEL no EYES

The Last Pain

H.O.T.D EP10 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'The Last Pain'

Heisa sareta machi tomoshibi mo kiete
Kizudarake no hito wa uzumai te wa kiete

Te o nobaseba sugu todoki sou na sora
Dakedo bokura ni wa imada mienu sentaku

Shuuen o matsu no nara isso kowashite yaru

Shikisai nakushita kono sekai zetsubou ni sainamareru mirai
Sonzai suru imi ga koko ni aru nara
Amae kitai mou yamete
Ima no tame ni kakete miyou subete o sutete

Ima made no michi ga machigattetaka nante
Kono saki isshou dare ni mo wakaranai

Kodoku na sora ni wa musuu no zanzou
Ryou kata ni tsumotta tsumi dake wa RIARUDE

Bokutachi ga chijou kara tobitatenai riyuu

Nouri ni shimitsuita kioku mo
Kousai ni yakitsuita sakebi mo
Kono mama wasureru koto nante yurusarenai
Nokosareta mono no shimei wa
Mi o hikisakareru sono hi made ikite iku koto

Ano yoru kara zutto iro o keshita taiyou
Obore yuku risei chikatsuku THE LAST PAIN

Nani o ieba ii nani o negaeba ii dare o omoeba ii
Aragau tame bokura wa

Shikisai nakushita kono sekai zetsubou ni sainamareru mirai
Sonzai suru imi ga koko ni aru nara
Amae kitai mou yamete
Ikiru tame ni kakete miyou

Saigo no hitotsu kowasu yo kowashite
THE LAST PAIN

Hollow Men

H.O.T.D EP11 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'HOLLOW MEN'

A morning impurified dully, is starving
A night to be stained by the merciless dark

The orbit this planet goes into is destined
To be a distorted circle, forever

I curse today I am living on, cause it's same as yesterday
The uncertainty of tomorrow, I fear for

Moment I realized, it all had been collapsed
I do nothing but I stand frozen there

A yoke to weigh down those who living with burdens
Equally, ties everyone down to the earth

A struggle to call down a curse on his fate
Like dead mob rising to its feet on the ground

Break today down I'd been living for, it'll be the same old yesterday
The uncertainty of tomorrow, got shattered

Even if you look down and shut your heart to it
The fangs, starving for blood never be gone away

In this world, it's about to fall into ruin
The dead that's in vain, wriggles and crawls around everywhere

Gonna keep on fighting, I don't know what it is for
Having a fear, trembling and tears, I just keep myself together

Break today down I'd been living for, it'll be the same old yesterday
The uncertainty of tomorrow, got shattered

Even if the future hope finally gone away
I won't be a slave for despair, never

Sweet mortal world, it's about to fall into decay
The swarm of the dead, groans and roars around anywhere

Now it's the time to throw your hesitation off
Still have a fear, but they're near, I just run out through this town alone

The Eternal Song

H.O.T.D EP12 ENDING

KUROSAKI MAON

'THE ETERNAL SONG'

bokura wa jiri ni natta shooting star?
yureru shoudou to crazy days

sekai wa mou BURAKKU (black) de SHUURU sa dead end?
byouku no keiken

ano toki kimi ga waratte kuretanda

hashitte
sakende
karappo ni natta
owatta sekai de jiyuu wo eta AIRONII (irony)

namida kareta
sora wa aokatta
kotae wa nakatta
jibun igai ni wa

itsu no manika furi tsumotta
hai to PURAIDO (pride) haratte

bokura wa hikari ni natta
i feel like star!
tagiru shoudo to noisy days

mirai wa mou BURAIDO (bride) de HAPPII (happy) sa
world's end? sore mo mada saki no koto nan darou?

sonna toki kimi wa waratte kuretanda

hashitte
maronde
tada saigo wo matta

hajimaru sekai ga
tozaasareteiku n dayo

namida kareta
sora wa mou nakatta
riyuu wa nakatta
kimi igai ni wa

itsu no manika boku wa tsukanda
ikiru sube to imi wo

dakara boku wa!

hashitte
sakende
karappo ni natta
owatta sekai wa jiyuu ni ochiteita

boku wa naita
karete wa inakatta
kotae wo mitsuketa
jibun no naka ni wa

itsu no manika boku wa tsukanda
ima wo utau imi wo

asayakega kuzureta
keetai mo ikareta mama dakedo
boku wa sekai wo utau yo

A Peace of Mind

3rd on the first month of 2011

Brand new year ahead, I just can't believe that the time could pass, so fast. People moving me around without hesitation, they just keep on going ahead, but I stood on the same place, coz I still have something to deal with.

heh, okay, I might wanna tell what am I doing for the past few years, I'm stucked, I feel like I've been never move ahead, I just kept thinking the things, that made me regret, that made me to tried in every possible ways, in order to make things better again. But I guess is not, you can't change things back, nothing, what's done is done.

Why am I titled this as a peace of mind? coz I finally got it, I'll start moving on.